A life in major transition

So a little about myself. I'm a 27 year old female. Married with three children: Vash, Kisa, and Natsuo (my cats). I just recently left my 50+ hour a week job to go back to school for pharmacy. For work now I do a paper route which is actually a blast (most of the time) with my friend Erin, whom I'm also going to school with.

I'm a very scatterbrained person. Though tangible things in my life must be in order. I guess its because all the organization overwhelms me most of the time. I consider myself to be friendly and approachable though when you really get to know me well I can be slightly depressing. My emotions can get so complex that even I have difficulty sorting it all out.

I like to do multiple different things creativity wise. Drawing, writing, making amv's. I hope some day to get more into computer aspects of art (ie. making wallpapers avatars and the like). My biggest problem is my short attention span. I leave projects undone all the time (right now I have a really pretty girl that I started two or three months ago and she still doesn't have a head T_T). Part of why I don't do commissions or requests except for very special people. Thank god those special people understand me and don't get angry when I drag my feet or abandon a project all together (thanks so much!)

The major loves of my life (besides my husband) are anime/manga, video games and horror movies. I really love to be scared. Don't really know why because I have the worst nerves so when I'm scared I have a tendency to shake a lot. I play different types of video games but horror type games really have my heart. Silent hill and fatal frame are my two favorites (not that there's much else to choose from). I also love quirky Japanese video games like Katamari Damacy or Cookin' Mama. I really don't think I have a favorite anime or manga genera though my friends seem to think I'll like it as long as they have school uniforms on.

*****Crazy Update*******

4/17/08 When I wrote this I thought my life was crazy.....I was very wrong....My husband and I are getting a divorce. Shouldn't be a surprise in the end. I tried to make it perfect. Maybe that's what the problem was.....nothing is perfect. Anyway I have a new love <3 Christian makes me so happy I'm just overflowing. He loves the poetry I write and thats so important to me. I'm insane. I've flown him from California and he's in Boston as I write this....soon to be here. But my life is so full of adventure and new beginings right now. I'm sad that the stable portion of my life is over but I'm happy about this new exciting time in my life.....Luff you all and sorry I haven't been around much.....my life.....I belong in an institution....